Rose [Site Administrator]
Joined: 28 Feb 2007 Posts: 1114 Location: La$$$ Vega$$$
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Posted: Fri Nov 27, 2009 9:17 pm Post subject: 11/27/09 |
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Well what a YEAR!!!
Happy Thanksgiving!!!
This year started strong and ended pretty rough!!! Then suddenly it all turned around!!!
Callback - Casting Call Sharry - Sean Flareghtey - turned into HUGE backstabbers - my first encounter with such hatred!!!
This betrayal left me in a huge financial mess, hurt to the core - suicidal even depressed and un-willing to go on.
I will forever understand what people mean when they are suicidal...I cried myself to sleep for weeks..I still have nightmares.
Then I started going to church every day. God woke me up all hours of the night so I listened to hundreds of sermons on the radio SOS fm 90.5 - a christian radio station. I had to pull myself out of bed so hard just to go to work. I faked my way through a month of classes just to stay alive!!!
My life has always been a breeze. Working with the most important people in the movie business, driving an ambulance for over a decade, teaching the most gifted children on the planet. I had to keep reminding myself that life isn't always a bed of roses!!! This year hit me hard. A friend Sharry & Sean - broke my heart and devastated me at work. I am now at a point of forgiveness, because I am a sinner too. I am still working on my attitude and have joy in my heart again.
What really helped was my beautiful, God fearing Mother. Feeding the homeless every Thursday!!! My puppy Sam.
This website & the hundreds of e-mails and calls I got from my friends (clients) and family to let me know how important I am to them.
If you are depressed, suicidal or just feeling like "why bother"...let me know, I would love to walk you through to the other side.
GETCASTinVegas@aol.com
Since this event at Casting Call,ve been promoted at the homeless kitchen.
I have opened 3 new studio shows.
I am IN a HUGE show.
I started an after school Laughter Club for kids in Vegas, I have stage managed an awesome production, I have lost 20 pounds, I have a trainer to help me everyday at 9am, I joined a 7am daily prayer team,
I am reading The Purpose Driven Life, I am laughing while doing the dishes and I feel so much better. I NEVER thought I would be in this position...depressed to doing superb.
I began to shout the depression away!!! I thought that I was immune to depression because I have God in my life.
I look forward to 2010 - I feel stronger and more humble.
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